Alone not lonely or lonely not alone? This pops up in my mind at least 5 times a day. On my good days I settle on alone and not lonely, even though it is rare, it stills brings me some comfort. Off late I've been more social than ever, spoken to and reconnected with so [...]
Strength in Ignorance?
I try my best, to keep a strong front. But the Lord only knows, I don't have any strength left. It's a beautiful charade, a put-together person. I may seem as someone, who couldn't care less. Except only I know that I care, more than anyone would ever know. Noticing the tiniest details, the slightest [...]
Reality/Anxiety
I can feel it kick in, My anxiety. I can feel the pounding, Slow, steady and heavy, My chest is about to explode. I can feel my lung fill up, Full of fresh air and oxygen. Wondering if this is the breath, That finally calms me down? I can feel my nails, Deep into my [...]
Circling Struggles
Everything around me moves and changes,Constantly and never reluctant. Standing, I see the movement, The most perfect circle. Rotating along the axis, Suddenly slowing, Suddenly stopping.Breathe it said,Take it all in.I’m only changing my direction,Continuing in full swing. Sweet struggles and hurdles, How do I overcome you?And not jump too high,Nor stoop too low?Not run [...]
